Can a bad day be cured with a 2-hour nap? Or a week-long crippling sentimentality with a quick phone call? Because it was raining pretty hard today and I was wearing sandals. When I got home, I still wasn’t talking to my brother and I found out someone used my neatly sharpened colored pencils. I waited all day for a text that never came. And I’ve been missing a lot of people. Or just one.
And it got heavier and heavier as the dark clouds filled the summer sky. And I fell asleep.
I wish I could say that it all got better when I woke up. I wish the sun showed up and cleared the sky and a brand new day greeted me instead. I wish I could have at least turned on the lights before dozing off and knew I’d wake up to a dark room and feel empty and sad all over again. I’ve been having so many wishes in a not so starry night and I’ve never been more hopeless.
I wish I could have been there like I promised. I wish I was sane enough to listen to your rants like I always do. But I was having a bad day, too. And mine, unfortunately, didn’t have any legit reason that could make it worse than yours. But it was bad, nonetheless. And no matter how hard I try to make it all disappear in my mind, it just won’t. Because it’s finally sinking in that I’m slowly losing you the way I fear I would. And it hurts.
But it has always been okay even when it’s not.
Even when I know I’m only human and can only take so much.
whale be okay
Collecting these because no one understands their genius. They make me want to go to school.
my favorite one: That is Mahogany!
muggle IS considered an insult now… ;)
I volunteer as tribute! Lol